Finally finishing up my session report, over a month after the session. As I’m writing this, I wonder why I delayed so much. It’s not something I delayed after my first two irl sessions with Mistress. But I see more and more tendency to avoid getting into stuff that are demands for me – even though I know I need it. I still haven’t read the book Mistress wanted me to read about existential kink – despite owning it for a half a year now.

She is strict but kind. She pushes limits but never too far. And she knows she is in charge and does not have to raise her voice to make a sub want to obey. I always feel completely safe being in her power and under her spell no matter how she is using me. 

She has introduced me to tantric BDSM and I have experienced sensations I never thought were possible; for example the feeling of extreme energy in every cell of my body and an orgasmic tingle all over. I don’t know much about tantra so I don’t know if I am using the right terms, but this is the best way I am able to describe this unexpected and truly amazing sensation.

For a long time we had been trying to figure out a possible time and place for a session. Today was the last chance before I would leave for vacation. But it was not supposed to be simple. I needed to cross 2 borders, sit on a high speed train for almost 4 hours. I had been “forced” to lie to my employer, colleagues and family to make room for this journey, this escapade. Was it worth it? You bet…

When i am with You i am always impressed not only by Your beauty and wisdom but also what i sense as Your generosity, with Your body, Your physical proximity, Your advice (and the extra time You kindly gave me).

thank You again

The moment I felt most seen and exposed was when Mommy was fisting me. I've only been fisted twice before so it felt special and intimate, Mommy also was much better at it than the others. [...] Mommy helped me to breathe and feel safe at my most vulnerable.

What's also very interesting is how I've been feeling after our session! [...] It feels easier to drop into my sluttiest inner space and enjoy sex on a deeper level; I'm less self-conscious.

Her attention to detail is incredible, the way she would feel my chest to make sure I was breathing, reminding me to take a breath and relax when I was getting too tense. The way she could tell what felt good by my body's reactions and encouraged me to release any inhibitions. There was a point that during our play, another person had approached us and tried to engage with me. [...]  Mistress asked me if I was comfortable with her being there and I, being a people pleaser, gave a vague "oh it's fine” [...] Mistress, very politely, told the person that we were having a personal moment and she would really like it if we could enjoy our session by ourselves. I felt an instant wave of relief, not realising how overwhelmed I was with that person's presence and that I just wanted to get lost in our moment together.

Kalyss Mercury is a beautiful and elegant mistress. She can laugh and have fun during the session, but she is also a strict domina as well. She is a very nice person who wants to give you the best experience. She was so professional!

Finally, I could be my mistress slut. Dressed in ladies underwear, fake boobs, corset, garter belts, stockings and makeup, the whole package. 🤩 She even put on some nipple clamps under the boobs [...]. It was a liberating, arousing and lusting feeling, to have the opportunity to be the female role that I lust for. The arousing feeling of pleasing my mistress and obeying her needs and requests while she uses me like a slut I am.

I will browse my memory book later and look back on [this sunny summer day] with a smile, the experience was in style where the pleasure was consumed by me as the slave of two lovely Dominas.

I characterize the experience as a wonderful meal where the following ingredients were on the menu, served by chef Mistress Kalyss and waitress Miss Alma.

It was a good experience meeting Ms Alma together with you, Mistress. Serving two Dommes, licking your boots made me feel like a lucky pet. Being tied to the bed, tickled and stimulated with the vibrators made my whole body shiver and combined with facesitting, I was in heaven. You said I had a lot of pre-cum in the condom, but I think it was real cum. Actually, I know because I tasted it. I came during the intense play with the vibrators on the chastity, and I loved it.

I'd like to see Ms Alma again if she needs to practice Her ropes. 😉

Meeting you in person felt surprisingly comfortable, and any initial nervousness faded quickly once we began. The breathing and grounding helped me settle in, and undressing in front of you turned out to be far less intimidating than I’d anticipated.

[...] When you helped me get dressed in my outfit, especially when you slipped the panties onto me, there was something uniquely intimate in that moment—a mixture of care, excitement, and a hint of surrender that set the tone for the rest of the session.

The breath sound and movement insured where we went to a magical place over and over again. To say time disappeared is an understatement. Her intuition is an amazing gift one that should only be disrespected at your peril. You will receive exactly what u need when u need it.

Awakening all the nerves in the whole body the pulsing through the hands and feet do yourself a favour jump down the rabbit hole and surrender to yourself and allow MKM to take you on a journey.

When you allowed me to kiss your legs and I could worship your ass, it made me even higher, greedy, horny and animalistic more than I ever felt in the freedom of serving a lady. It is just so amazing to be allowed this and for someone to demand it from me. It gives permission and freedom. Which went to even a bigger feeling of being used once you sat on my face and took my breath away, riding my face, using me. I smelled your scents and it was like a perfume. To have you sit on my face the way you did. Controlling me and my breath made me feel small and totally of service and completely horny. I was so close to heaven.

Mistress, this is the second session with you and your bull husband and it was even sexier than the first, two years ago.

You both involved me just enough and at times, it almost felt that you could read my mind ...epic ...phenomenal... speechless.

Queen, your tantric dance is so hot to watch! How many kinks can you put in an session?! 😊

When it was time to peg the sub, I felt so comfortable, as if I do this every day! It really helped that there was a tantric layer to the whole experience, as it ensured such deep presence in our bodies. The way of learning was completely embodied, not through some abstract explanations. I can assure you that from now on, this is the only way I want to learn!

Last night I was the subject in a training session for aspiring pro dommes with the focus on anal play.

[...] As all three women played with me, I experienced profound insights. For one I realised the power of receiving anal play. Furthermore I got the realisation that us ‘men’ have no idea how profoundly deep a penetration is or can be.