The Belle of the Ball, by Lily

I was lucky enough to have met Mistress Mercury at a swingers event recently. It was the first event of that kind I have ever attended and I was feeling a little nervous, but mostly excited. I had the fortune of seeing Mistress early in the night and was absolutely captivated by her beauty and energy. I knew that no matter how long I had to wait, playing with her was going to be worth every second.

I have always been a little less confident when getting intimate with women and while I have experience with bdsm, this was the first time I had experienced anything like this with another lady or in a public setting. As nervous as I was, I just knew that I would be safe and cared for. Beginning the play, I was immediately made more comfortable by the way Mistress was able to take control of the situation and set boundaries in a firm but still light, sexy and playful way.

After various previous experiences and living with a degree of pain, I find that there's a level of disconnect between my mind and body. I use bdsm and especially sensory play to help bridge that gap and feel like my body is my own again. Without having any knowledge of this, Mistress effortlessly made me feel present in my body, made me feel sexy and beautiful and formed a really positive connection between my body and soul in the short time we had together.

Her attention to detail is incredible, the way she would feel my chest to make sure I was breathing, reminding me to take a breath and relax when I was getting too tense. The way she could tell what felt good by my body's reactions and encouraged me to release any inhibitions. There was a point that during our play, another person had approached us and tried to engage with me. They weren't making me uncomfortable exactly, but I would have much preferred to be able to enjoy the moment and experience without a stranger. Mistress had asked me if I was comfortable with her being there and I, being a textbook people pleaser and not wanting to offend, gave a vague "oh it's fine I don't really mind". Mistress, very politely, told the person that we were having a personal moment and she would really like it if we could enjoy our session by ourselves. I felt an instant wave of relief, not realising how overwhelmed I was with that persons presence and that I just wanted to get lost in our moment together. The way that she was able to read my emotions made me feel even more safe, in such a loud environment with so much going on I felt infinitely more comfortable with that connection and the way our thoughts and feelings were able to flow freely.

Mistress Mercury has for sure left quite a mark, both on my bottom and on my heart. I left that experience feeling good about myself, feeling connected, feeling in control and feeling alive. She, probably unintentionally, reminded me that anything or anyone I am giving my time to and especially my body, should make me feel comfortable, understood and confident.

Aside from being one of the most beautiful and magnetic people I have ever laid eyes on, she created an experience I will never ever forget. I can't wait until I get the pleasure of spending more time with her and what new experiences she could show me

Lots of love,

Lily xo