Slutty Baby Boy Hydi

Dear Mommy,

I felt incredibly safe and comfortable with Mommy, which is the most important thing! There were a few times initially early into the session where I was wondering if what I felt was "okay", and if what I was doing was "good", which caused me to feel "stiff" inside, but the more I listened to Mommy and obeyed her commands the more I was assured that I was doing very good. Obedience makes me feel safe.

What helped me get out of this stiffness as well was when I was wriggling my hips around and started dancing. Expressing my body and my sexuality felt good, and in that I was giving myself to Mommy by showing more of myself to her. The more of myself I gave to Mommy the more I was proud of myself, and the more I felt like Mommy was proud of me too!

When I was laying on my back for Mommy I felt deep wonder at how beautiful Mommy is. I was so happy to be so close to Mommy and share this experience with her. I like when I'm lower than Mommy.

The moment I felt most seen and exposed was when Mommy was fisting me. I've only been fisted twice before so it felt special and intimate, Mommy also was much better at it than the other 2 people. I felt scared in that moment; scared that I was doing something spontaneous, scared that it felt so good, and scared that I felt so naked for Mommy.

These feelings all intertwined with each other; I felt naked in that I did something spontaneous and it felt really good. Mommy helped me to breathe and feel safe at my most vulnerable.

I very much enjoyed the snuggling! Mommy felt so soft and caring, I felt like Mommy's little baby!

What's also very interesting is how I've been feeling after our session! I've noticed my breath more and have been moaning deeper and louder to attain that vibrating sensation in my throat like we had during our session. It feels easier to drop down into my sluttiest inner space and enjoy sex on a deeper level; I'm less self-conscious.

Also, unrelated to sex, I feel less "obsessive compulsive" in how I'm mentally organizing myself and interacting with the world around me. There's less rigidity in my planning and more flow, which translates into more energy and focus. Everything is easy.

Thank you so much for letting me be your slutty little boy Mommy!